TMNTSquad234

I will be moving to a new account..
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Thats all I really have to say. :I

I'm probably just gonna keep a lot of the art here.
Here's the account --->

I just don't enjoy drawing like I used to.. It just kinda feels like I can't really do anything right anymore..
I've been trying.. Really.. Just...
I don't know.. It makes me sad to want to give up.. But maybe its best to quit. I never really was good at drawing anyway..
Just coloring in peoples things.. I was okay at that, I guess..
This really isn't going anywhere..
Sorry..

Close your eyes and see
When there ain't no light
All you'll ever be
Come and save the night
'Cause I don't leave
When the morning comes it doesn't
Seem to say an awful lot to me...
~Gorillaz ; All Alone

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Not really sure why I even made this.. 
Its useless.. Like a lot of things.. Kinda like me..
People deserve better things in life.. They say the same thing to me.. That I deserve greater things..
No.. I really don't..
To be honest, I don't really deserve anything that life has to offer..
I'm kinda ready to give up..
I guess that would be better than to keep trying and fail at pretty much every I do..
Yeah.. Sorry for this.. I don't even know why I did it.. Maybe I just needed to rant or whatever..
I'm not much of an attention seeker.. But this really seems like thats what I'm looking for.. Its not though..
Just a depression rant, I guess..
Sorry..
Go check out my other journal and look at my fundraiser thing, or whatever.. 

Please help me by donating to my little fundraiser for my 2017 China trip.
This means a lot to me.. And I mean a lot.
I was looking forward to the other trip, but this means the world to me.
Beside a few friends.. But still

So.. Please help.. Even a penny or a quarter would make me happy..

fundly.com/m2/china-trip-2017?…

I was thinking about making an 'Ask' account for my Shroom Babies.. 



What do you think? Would you guys watch it? Or would it just be a waste of time?